Yesterday I took a risk and now I feel like a fool. My heart's been destroyed and any hope I had at possibly being with you one day is shattered. It hurts to know that someone you've grown to love and care about so much wants nothing to do with you and can't imagine being anything other than friends.
Even though I've suspected it for months, I let hope defy logic. I knew he didn't love me, but I was unwilling to except that someone I feel so strongly about, didn't feel these emotions as well. Everyone was wrong. I was wrong. I guess I should have braced harder for impact.
One day, we'll cease to be friends because I'll have died inside from hiding how much this hurts me, but if I'm honest with myself, I have always known I've never had a chance.
Always the friend. Never anything more.
Even though I've suspected it for months, I let hope defy logic. I knew he didn't love me, but I was unwilling to except that someone I feel so strongly about, didn't feel these emotions as well. Everyone was wrong. I was wrong. I guess I should have braced harder for impact.
One day, we'll cease to be friends because I'll have died inside from hiding how much this hurts me, but if I'm honest with myself, I have always known I've never had a chance.
Always the friend. Never anything more.
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